This week has been rough and overwhelming and exhausting and emotional. And honestly I’ve been at a loss for words pretty much since Friday night when I found out that I lost someone very special. I’m always a glass half full kind of girl, but this just hit me right in the gut and left me with the word “why” bouncing around my head. Why him? A brilliant, kind, 25 year old guy who was so incredibly loved.
I still can’t wrap my head around why Trevor had to leave us so soon, but I’m starting to come to terms with the fact that I’m not supposed to. This isn’t my plan and sometimes things simply transcend understanding.
Honestly y’all I still don’t know what to say and this post is pretty much not going anywhere, haha. I was listening to music in the car yesterday after the memorial service and a line really stuck out to me. It’s from Little Talks by Of Monsters And Men, and it says “so hold my hand, I’ll walk with you my dear”. When I got to the office this morning I couldn’t focus so I found myself writing song lyrics and decided to share this as a free download.
Through all of the hurt and confusion these past few days, I’ve seen that nothing is more important that sharing your burdens with the ones you love. We’re here to lighten the load. And though I can’t ease the pain that my boyfriend feels after losing his brother, I can hold his hand and walk with him when life becomes just too much to handle.